Sorry I haven't been writing! I've become an addict... to myspace!! I hate to admit it but i have seriously been addicted like most of my friends told me! so anyways i'm pretty much brain dead cuz the only thing i have on the brain is skul cuz im so ready to go bak it not even funny!!

July 18, 2010

So guys... I was talking to my friend and we were talking about weed. First off, let me start by saying I don't support it at all. My feelings are that it’s the worst thing ever (if you’re using it for recreational use, if its medical I understand). I know someone who smokes and it’s the worst thing ever, though he doesn't know it he's losing his family and one day he's going to wake up and realize that his family's not there. And I feel sorry for him because I know that it must be hard for him, but maybe what he doesn't realize is how hard it is for his family. When he borrows money from his children and they get upset it's not because they're stingy, it's because they don't want to support his habit. It's painful to see it happening, and it's painful to be involved in it. I don’t know a better way to explain it other than it sucks more than anything else in the world that I’m aware of. And if you know someone else who has a problem, I bet you know how it feels too. This is going to be a short entry. So….

TTFN,

-Yvette

P.S Sorry I didn’t write yesterday I had some company :)

Contacting Me

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The Last Song

Today I was reading the bestest/saddest book EVER! I cried so flippin hard and I still haven't finished it yet but I hope it gets happy soon. I seriously recommend that you that read it, but I don't understand how the casted Miley Cyrus, because Ronnie is suppose to be a bitch and super mean. Anyways it's a long night and I seriously don't know what to talk about accept... 17 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL!!! I'm completely excited that schools starting I've been caged away from my friends I haven't seen any of them at all this summer and it makes me super sad :( but I'm just counting down the days!

Another thing is that I need new shoes they have holes in them!! Today my sock was coming out from the side of the shoes! Man it's horrible!

Katie

So yesterday I was talking to a friend and he said, "who wouldn't like you?" and that raised a question. Why do people like me? When I asked Katie why she said when I told her why then she'd tell me. Now I'm going to write why I Love my sister.

Katie is my go to girl and also one of the few people I've kept in touch with. I tell her everything and she has this strong faith in god. When I seriously feel like shit shes there no questions asked and listens to me before judging me (honestly I don't think she's ever judged me). I'm myself around her, I think she's even heard me snort and I only do that if 1.) your super funny or 2.) I know you very well and I trust you. We also like a lot of the same stuff like, Vampire Diaries, Twilight, Taylor Lautener aka Jacob, music, and fashion. We share a lot of the same morals like, No sex before marriage, not to judge people, listen to our parents, do well in school (I think she works harder than me lol) and be our selves no matter what. Some more stuff I like about her is that I call call her whenever and depend on her to be there and hear whatever's going on in my life, whether or not if it's important. I also know that she'll defend me and take care of me like a sister would. We also plan on living together in Flagstaff and in doing so we've talked about our plans and not once have we argued about anything, we compromise, were as other people would absolutely have to have there way.

I don't really know what else to say about her at the moment because I have this pounding headache :/ but what I do know about her with all my heart is that, she accepts me for who I am no matter how crazy, flirtatious, bitchy or sickening optimistic I'm being that day.

TTFN,
Yvette

Hmm.. For Once I Don't Know

As I'm writing this blog I was talking to my friend/sister Katie and the book I'm reading, The Last Song, and it got me thinking about the "L" word. Yes, I'm talking about love. I am a complete romantic. I'm the girl who wants to get swept off her feet and wants to come home everyday to someone who loves me no matter what I look like, whether its groggy from waking up, or a really bad hair cut or I'm completely sick and look like I'm dying. I don't think its too much to ask for, I'd do the same. I want that unconditional love and I want to give that to someone else.

People think I go through guys like nothing and that they're "whatever" to me, but that's not it. The thing is that my parents raised me to think and analyze my relationships and I think seeing some of the stuff my parents go through makes me kinda weary when it comes to high school relationships. My parents are high school sweet hearts and though they still love each other and I know they do, I just don't know if that life is for me. Three times this summer someone has told me that they're in love with me and to be honest it freaked me out. First of all they're my friends and it was weird. Secondly it made me question their feelings. How do I know what they're feeling is love? What does it mean to them? How serious are they? Do they understand what that means? Is it really love or just lust? Things like that run through my mind and when guys say that to me it makes me wanna run for they hills. Love is serious and scary when you don't know what you're getting into, especially when you're young.

Frankly I've never been in love (as you can probably tell), I've only read about it on the books and shows I've watched; they project this ideal image of what love is. Quite frankly, I don't know anything about love accept that when your in love, you'll know. Its not like right now I'm looking for love or anything, it's just something I want (I think everyone wants its, regardless if they admit it or not). Love is a very big deal and some people fall in and out of love all the time, some people fall in love and don't get love in return. And some people never experience it. When you put it all together it can be very depressing, but maybe you have to go through all the ugliness and when you get to the "pot of gold at the end of the rainbow" its probably pretty magical.

This is pretty much life ya know? There's good and bad, light and darkness, anger and happiness, the list could go on but what we got to remember is that life wouldn't be as memorable with out the bad, life wouldn't have meaning without over coming the hardships (WOW, OK I just went off topic). But its the truth, the way I see it and I wanted to say it. So now that I'm done submerging you in my thoughts, I want you to meditate and think about love and life and how you see it.

-Yvette

Despicable Me.... and Books?

Today I went to go see Despicable Me with my mama and it was... AWESOME and SO funny. I absolutely loved it and i recommend that you go see it with the family. The little girl reminded me so much of my cousin Jaz (who is my number 1 fan!! lol i really dont know that for sure) she was so freakin adorable my favorite line has to be, "its so FLUFF-AY!!! I'm going to die!!!. So definately go and see it! :)

I also went to The Half Price Book Store today to sell my books, I took about a bag full and not just any bag those big eco friendly one. You know how much money I got? Two dollars and 50 cents. When I went to Bookmans yesterday I got $16 bucks for 7 books!! Unbelienable but I did buy The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks so I look forward to reading that.

Experinces and Random Thoughts

OK so today is officially not my day. I went to Bookmans today for the first time to sell some books, and its actually a pretty cool store. So after me and my mom turned in some books to sell we went looking around. We pretty much walked together because a.) we've never been there and b.) I had no money and if I saw anything I wanted I couldn't buy it :/, when we passed buy the games we were just talking about how we couldn't find the ps3 games. She walked away and left me talking by myself looking at games, when i turn around the only person I see is this guy (probably 17 kinda cute) looking at me and he takes off his headphones and says, "what?". Seriously I could feel my cheeks turn red and struggling to say something I looked at him and brilliantly said, "Um... I was just talking tooo...", turned around and walked away to find my mom. When I saw her I gave her a play by play of what happened and she laughed at me. OK i don't know if you know me well enough but if you do I'm NEVER speechless, people can barely get me to shut up. Clearly something must be wrong. :O

Secondly, I went up a bra size and its not funny. I am now a size D. Now i have to go shopping for some new ones and I just bought some not too long a go, IT WAS PRETTY!! and black. ugh. The only one I have is this gray one and it doesn't go with any of my spaghetti strapped shirts. This dilemma isn't as bad as the first one but still it sucks booty. What's gonna happen when i have kids?? OMG I don't even wanna think about it and neither should you, so forget that last part. And Katie if your reading this.... SO NOT FUNNY!! IT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO YOU NOW! XP mwahahahahaha (like the evil laugh thumbs up if you do☺ )

RANDOM THOUGHTS/QUESTIONS:

• Have you ever flirted with some random person or where you like me and froze?
• Ever wondered why youtube edits there music or does it just bother you?
• Don't you hate it when people call you and hang up and when you ask them who it is all they say is wrong number, I do.
• And people say what you have to say, I think some of the biggest regrets in life is holding back something you have to say and wondering, "what if". I think thats the worst thing ever. Don't let the what ifs in life dictate it.
• Or when you think a guy in a band is super hot and you find out he's 35!! That's the worst. I was in LOVE with Billie Joe Armstrong till i found that out.
• What about when your doing your hair cuz ur bored and it comes out perfect but when you want it too it never does??
  

Leave your stories and opinions in the comments :)

-Yvette

Wayfarer

ok I've been dying to get my hands on some wayfarer sunglasses!! For those of you who dont know what they are they look lik that---->
So where can I find some????

The Good, The Bad and Beautiful :)

This year has been something when it comes to friends, I've made some good and bad choices and some friendships have changed into more.

The summer before my sophomore I met this girl in summer school and she seemed super cool, she even switched schools for me. We instantly became close, too close. She became very clingy and mad whenever i went to go talk to someone else, and if you know me you know that i know a lot of people and say hi to them whenever i see them. then another issue came up, she started to date a guy who my best friend was in love with. At first it didn't bug me i was like, "hey if he likes her and not my bestie who am I to get in the way?". That thinking quickly got me into something deep, she basically treated this guy like shit and he, like an idiot, fell in love with her. My bestie was furious and I was as well, she just used him to get some kinda thrill which didn't sit well with me AT ALL. When I thought she was done with him she was just getting started, she went out with him for a second time, and when i asked hr why her response was, "just 'cuz". that set off SO many switches in me. My best friend was hurting over this guy and she knew it and she used that pain to get her upset. That was practically the end of the line. We continued being friends because quite frankly I felt sorry for her. Not one person I knew liked her they all hated her because of her attitude. Though our "friendship" lasted a few months after this so many other things hapened that aren't worth mentioning. Now that i pretty much covered the bad lets go to the good. :)

Some big ones are Katie, Isai, Paco, Mac, Anel, and Aidan. Katie was quickly become my sister, she talk day and night about anything and everything. A lot has happened to me this year and she's been there whenever I've needed it, I don't know what would have happened without her. I think part of the reason why we clicked was, because we share so much in common (its not even funny). We met in Spanish class and at first we really didn't talk because I was shy (surprised? better believe it) and it took me awhile to warm up to her. My only regret with her is that I didn't talk to her sooner.

Paco, who's real name is Erk is so funny. He can make me laugh and some day we're going to a rave together. He loves techno music and is smart and hard working he freaks out whenever he has a B. He's short like me, he's the coolest friend you can have, he's also one of the most honest and defends his friends to the end. Trust me.

Mac the way we met was actually a funny story. My cousin was playing Xbox and I was just talking on the mic and he asked if i was a little kid. I really don't know why it pissed me off so much but i cussed him out. Still pissed i asked my cousin if he had his number on his phone. When i began to text him he apologized and it was cool after that (FYI i get over things really fast) and we became friends by telling my cousin that he fell in love with me. That was hilarious. Mac and I like a lot of the same music and he's super cool! I don't know what it is about him, he's different but in a good way. Most guys I talk to ask me when I'm gonna give them a BJ (NEVER!) or when I'm gonna be their baby mama (FYI don't ever ask a girl that its super lame) but still he's never been like that with me. He's a dork too like me too, we talk about stupid stuff and food cuz he likes to eat a lot. His nickname is mac and cheese tehe i just noticed that its the name of food and he loves food, that's ironic.

Isai is my guy bestie. I love him a lot he's always been there for me just as much as Katie. He's also completely romantic and the sweetest guy I've ever met. He's also different, he's never said one cuss word since I've met him (which bugs the crap out of me) and he doesn't dance. He's kept every promise he's ever made to me which I completely respect him for. Sadly he's in New York (its 2138.26 miles away) and the only way we talk is through text which is hard because there's a 2 hour time difference. We text everyday and he's come out of his shell a lot since I first met him and I love him even more for it. :)

Anel, I don't even know where to start with her. She's there for me with ALL of my guy problems which is a lot cuz im flirtatious ;) and according to her I'm a freak even though I'm not. We met in biology and had the boringest teacher EVER! I think we first started talking cuz I was talking shit about him (ha!) and we've never stopped talking. Anel is so awesome and super cute! I love her laugh and we had so much fun in world history *wink wink* and lunch was awesome. She's one of the people who's made my year amazing and hope that i see her in at least one of my classes. Love ya lots.

The last person ima talk about is Aidan, who is my lil russian. Aidan is beautiful and CRAZY!! Both of us can't ever stop talking and we shared so many good memories in geometry. I love her also to death. One of the reasons why i like her so much is she doesn't care what other people think about her and she just acts like herself, which is what not alotta people do.

WOW! This is seriously the biggest post EVER and i hope that all the people i wrote about read this and love it, like i love them.