The Good, The Bad and Beautiful :)

This year has been something when it comes to friends, I've made some good and bad choices and some friendships have changed into more.

The summer before my sophomore I met this girl in summer school and she seemed super cool, she even switched schools for me. We instantly became close, too close. She became very clingy and mad whenever i went to go talk to someone else, and if you know me you know that i know a lot of people and say hi to them whenever i see them. then another issue came up, she started to date a guy who my best friend was in love with. At first it didn't bug me i was like, "hey if he likes her and not my bestie who am I to get in the way?". That thinking quickly got me into something deep, she basically treated this guy like shit and he, like an idiot, fell in love with her. My bestie was furious and I was as well, she just used him to get some kinda thrill which didn't sit well with me AT ALL. When I thought she was done with him she was just getting started, she went out with him for a second time, and when i asked hr why her response was, "just 'cuz". that set off SO many switches in me. My best friend was hurting over this guy and she knew it and she used that pain to get her upset. That was practically the end of the line. We continued being friends because quite frankly I felt sorry for her. Not one person I knew liked her they all hated her because of her attitude. Though our "friendship" lasted a few months after this so many other things hapened that aren't worth mentioning. Now that i pretty much covered the bad lets go to the good. :)

Some big ones are Katie, Isai, Paco, Mac, Anel, and Aidan. Katie was quickly become my sister, she talk day and night about anything and everything. A lot has happened to me this year and she's been there whenever I've needed it, I don't know what would have happened without her. I think part of the reason why we clicked was, because we share so much in common (its not even funny). We met in Spanish class and at first we really didn't talk because I was shy (surprised? better believe it) and it took me awhile to warm up to her. My only regret with her is that I didn't talk to her sooner.

Paco, who's real name is Erk is so funny. He can make me laugh and some day we're going to a rave together. He loves techno music and is smart and hard working he freaks out whenever he has a B. He's short like me, he's the coolest friend you can have, he's also one of the most honest and defends his friends to the end. Trust me.

Mac the way we met was actually a funny story. My cousin was playing Xbox and I was just talking on the mic and he asked if i was a little kid. I really don't know why it pissed me off so much but i cussed him out. Still pissed i asked my cousin if he had his number on his phone. When i began to text him he apologized and it was cool after that (FYI i get over things really fast) and we became friends by telling my cousin that he fell in love with me. That was hilarious. Mac and I like a lot of the same music and he's super cool! I don't know what it is about him, he's different but in a good way. Most guys I talk to ask me when I'm gonna give them a BJ (NEVER!) or when I'm gonna be their baby mama (FYI don't ever ask a girl that its super lame) but still he's never been like that with me. He's a dork too like me too, we talk about stupid stuff and food cuz he likes to eat a lot. His nickname is mac and cheese tehe i just noticed that its the name of food and he loves food, that's ironic.

Isai is my guy bestie. I love him a lot he's always been there for me just as much as Katie. He's also completely romantic and the sweetest guy I've ever met. He's also different, he's never said one cuss word since I've met him (which bugs the crap out of me) and he doesn't dance. He's kept every promise he's ever made to me which I completely respect him for. Sadly he's in New York (its 2138.26 miles away) and the only way we talk is through text which is hard because there's a 2 hour time difference. We text everyday and he's come out of his shell a lot since I first met him and I love him even more for it. :)

Anel, I don't even know where to start with her. She's there for me with ALL of my guy problems which is a lot cuz im flirtatious ;) and according to her I'm a freak even though I'm not. We met in biology and had the boringest teacher EVER! I think we first started talking cuz I was talking shit about him (ha!) and we've never stopped talking. Anel is so awesome and super cute! I love her laugh and we had so much fun in world history *wink wink* and lunch was awesome. She's one of the people who's made my year amazing and hope that i see her in at least one of my classes. Love ya lots.

The last person ima talk about is Aidan, who is my lil russian. Aidan is beautiful and CRAZY!! Both of us can't ever stop talking and we shared so many good memories in geometry. I love her also to death. One of the reasons why i like her so much is she doesn't care what other people think about her and she just acts like herself, which is what not alotta people do.

WOW! This is seriously the biggest post EVER and i hope that all the people i wrote about read this and love it, like i love them.

High School/College

Today's just another day on this glorious summer that's happening... not! I'm really beginning to dislike phoenix it’s just so hot and yucky which is why I'm moving to Flagstaff in about 2 years, which brings me into something else, college.

College is where your suppose to experiment and party all night get drunk and have one night stands, what they don't tell you is that college is stressful and most freshman drop out. Now this is exactly what I don't want to happen to me. Neither one of my parents went to a university/college and for me I feel like it’s a lot of pressure because I want to not only succeed but exceed in everything I do.

My sophomore year was tough I've never worked so hard on anything so hard in my life. I'm usually laid back and school has always been easy for me. All that changed my first year of high school your priorities seem to change (ex. boys!!) well for me anyways. And I didn't seem to get back on track till that summer where my parents threatened me with online schooling, which would COMPLETELY kill me! Ask anyone who knows me I can’t keep my mouth shut for more then 5 minutes, maybe less. :) So I quickly shaped up. this year not only did I have all honors classes I had to take aims which didn't really worry me until my whole year all we did was work on stuff that had to with aims and then it hit me.. SHIT I might actually fail. So in panic mode I studied and thank god for AVID¹. Now that schools over I've received all of my aims scores and I've exceeded all of my tests except science (but hey that one doesn't count anyways and I passed it).

So in other words college is hard and I have a lot riding on me so wish me the best of luck.

Talk to you guys later and as always enjoy :)

¹ If you haven't heard of it, is a high school elective that helps you stay on track so you can go to college and have goals in life. My teacher is amazing FYI